The paranoia I mean. I just feel numb all the time. I don't know.
I hope that I'll feel better soon.
I just feel like something is watching constantly. What if my old stalker really did find out where I live? What if he found out where I go to school? I should have blocked his facebook instead of just deleting him from my friend's but seriously oh god.
I just hope that this is just me feeling dumb and paranoid. Just like Stalin. Stalin is cool.
But seriously I'm scared to sleep, it's like something is gonna come and cut off my face and eat it. I don't know.
Sorry that updates are slow lately.
Also thanks for following me, that one guy! I really appreciate it C:
