Feeling better.

The paranoia has gone away, for now anyway. I've been sleeping like a baby as well, and I can take the bus at 6:30 in the morning like usual without a fear of breaking down.

It looks like everything will be okay.

It's like it's eating my face.

The paranoia I mean. I just feel numb all the time. I don't know.

I hope that I'll feel better soon.

I just feel like something is watching constantly. What if my old stalker really did find out where I live? What if he found out where I go to school? I should have blocked his facebook instead of just deleting him from my friend's but seriously oh god.

I just hope that this is just me feeling dumb and paranoid. Just like Stalin. Stalin is cool.

But seriously I'm scared to sleep, it's like something is gonna come and cut off my face and eat it. I don't know.

Sorry that updates are slow lately.

Also thanks for following me, that one guy! I really appreciate it C:

Exams are over.

Yeah, sorry about disappearing you guys, it was exam week and now I'm finally done.

You know how I felt kinda paranoid before? I've gotten better, but I still can't help but feel that someone is watching, and only when I'm about to go to bed. I don't know what brought this on to be perfectly honest. I haven't watched and horror movies lately so that rules out that theory.

I sure hope that that old stalker I had didn't somehow find out where I've moved to.

SOPA and "Bondage" Hentai Doujins [NFSW]

Fuck this SOPA and PIPA bullshit and fuck this ACTA thing that affects Canada thing too. I'm glad that people are listening somewhat to this backlash against this bullshit prevention of online piracy, though it's only supporters are old fucks that can't even find out how e-mail works.

Also, fuck you Lady Gaga and J-Biebz. I thought you two faggots were cool, then I hear about you supporting this bullshit bill. Go fuck yourself Gaga and I hope that you, Justin, take fifty dicks in all your holes.

 NOW ONTO HENTAI AND FANFICTION TROLLING ME!

Paranoid.

I don't know, but it feels like I'm being watched. Like constantly, not like in the generic "Slender Man is after me!!!" way, it's more like when I had that fat kid from my old school stalking me and told me that he was considering raping me.

Ughhhh, remembering him just gives me the shivers.

I really hope that he didn't some how come over here to follow me or something. But, I don't even know if he knew that I had moved to Saskatchewan. Even if he did know I moved over here, how would he even know where my house is? Or my school?

I'm being stupid, I know but you never fucking know. He was a huge computer nerd, so I wouldn't be surprised if he hacked me or something without my knowing it.

Excuse me as I go die from paranoia.

doctor doctor

You wake up in a cold room. The disgustingly sterile smell of a hospital invades your nostrils; you sneeze and shiver from how chilly the room is. You try to get up, but you can't, you look down at your body and notice that there are large, wide brown leather straps wrapped around your wrists, ankles, your waist and your torso. And you are wearing a thin white hospital gown and realize that THAT'S why your back and ass feel so ice cold, it's from the stainless steel table you've been strapped to.


What do you do next?

Choke on a dick, Sadie.

She's such an annoying chode, with her generic "Omg I'm so unique because I am a total weeaboo =^_^= and I like vocaloid and j-pop!" teenage girl geek shit. Also, she screams Internet memes every three seconds as an attempt to be funny.

She's still not as bad as my ex though. I'll give her credit.

Though at least my ex didn't talk about Slender Man, even if he worships 4chan and Something Awful.